When the Earth Breathed Light: A Solitary Sunrise in the Badlands | Parkologue
Some places whisper. Others roar. But the Badlands—at dawn—they breathe.
It begins in silence so profound it presses against your chest. No birdsong yet, no breeze rustling the tall prairie grass, no sound of tires turning on distant highways. Just stillness. As if the land, ancient and eroded, has been holding its breath all night, waiting for you to stand alone before it.
I arrive early. Maybe too early. The world is still black when I park at the overlook, stars freckling the sky above like fossils in the dark stone of space. The road behind me fades into nothing. Even the crunch of my boots on the dusty gravel feels like a trespass. I switch off my headlamp, letting the darkness take over.
And I wait.
The shape of the Badlands begins to emerge as my eyes adjust. Monuments of stone, their edges smoothed by wind, their faces scarred by water. Ridges and spires, buttes and gullies—like frozen waves of a sunken continent. I sit cross-legged on a cool slab of rock, its warmth long since lost to the night, and I listen to the hush.
This is not a place designed for comfort. The Badlands do not cradle you; they confront you. They expose the bones of the earth and the brevity of your own breath. And yet, in this solitude, there is a rare perspicuity, a feeling of nearly inexplicable clarity.
A faint light creeps up from the horizon, almost imperceptible. The black fades to charcoal, then to a smoky lavender that kisses the rims of the ridges. I inhale sharply, like the land just exhaled something hallowed. My breath clouds in the air, the only sign of movement. The light moves slowly, reverently, spilling across the formations like watercolor paint across paper.
Then—a hush broken.
A single western meadowlark begins to sing, its voice piercing and sweet. Another joins in, singing together, each contributing their own tunes and tones. Then a rustle in the grass behind me, perhaps a cottontail or fox peaking out of its den. Daytime life begins to return, cautious and slow, stretching into the new light.
And then it happens.
The sun rises.
A thin arc of gold breaches the horizon, and the Badlands ignite. Crimson, ochre, tangerine, and coral—all the buried colors of ancient earth erupt in a fire that does not burn.
Every contour is suddenly alive with warmth, every retreating shadow a story written in reverse. The jagged silhouettes glow like cathedral spires kissed by flame. I feel my mouth part slightly in awe, but no words come. Nothing I could say would match the grandeur of this silent symphony.
I stand up now, involuntarily drawn to my feet. I feel the light touch my face—gentle, like the brush of a parent’s hand. I close my eyes. The warmth seeps into my skin, a slow dissolving of the cold that had clung to me all night. I am reminded of something older than memory, something instinctual: this rising sun means life, and I am still alive.
No camera could capture this. No lens could translate the way the colors shimmer against the buttes, how the air feels sacred, how silence tastes on my tongue. I consider taking a photo, but the idea fades. Some moments are not meant to be shared. Some things are gifts just for you.
Around me, the park still feels deserted. I am not just alone—I am solitary. It is a rarer thing. Aloneness is a condition of the body. Solitude is a state of the soul. And in this moment, I am not lonely. I am deeply, irrevocably present.
The Badlands, in their harsh beauty, demand presence. They were shaped over millions of years by wind and water, fossils pressed into their layers like love letters to time. Bison roam the lower flats, rattlesnakes coil in the warmth of stone, and bighorn sheep balance with ease on sheer cliffs.
I’ve seen the park in daylight, alive with hikers and tour buses, laughter echoing down the ravines. But this—this moment—I share with no one and nothing, and so it belongs only to me, exclusively stored in my own memory.
The sun continues its slow ascent, washing away the shadows, turning mystery into matter. The formations lose their fire, settling into their daytime hues—calm golds and rusted reds. The spell is breaking, but the magic remains.
Taking advantage of the park’s open hike policy, I begin to walk, slowly, tracing the narrow social trail along the rim.
The grasses glisten with dew, brushing against my boots. A grasshopper springs ahead of me, a small spark of life in this unforgiving wilderness. The wind has picked up now, tugging lightly at my jacket, bringing with it the scent of sage and sun-warmed stone.
With each step, I feel less like a visitor and more like a thread in the tapestry. I do not dominate this land—I do not even really understand it. But I am part of it, however briefly. I am a mere echo in its long song.
I think of the Lakota, the first people to walk these ridges, who called this place mako sica—“land bad.” A land too rough for cultivation, too sacred to tame. I feel the weight of that truth. The Badlands were not made for ease, but for reverence.
I pause again, looking back toward the overlook, now golden in the rising sun. It looks so different in daylight—smaller, less dramatic. But I remember what it held before light spilled over the rim of the world. I remember how the darkness made it infinite.
My solitude is ending. I hear a car door slam faintly in the distance. A ranger’s truck maybe, or an early traveler eager for a glimpse. Soon the park will stir in earnest. Cameras will click, boots will tromp, voices will rise. But I—I—had the sunrise.
I had the quiet.
I experienced the magic.
And as I make my way back, warmed by the growing light, the Badlands do not whisper, or roar, or even breathe. They simply are—vast, patient, eternal.
And so, in this moment, am I.
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“Parkologues” are personal stories about experiences in the national parks and on public lands. A contraction of the words “park” and “monologue,” they are first-person accounts, often told in a lyrical or poetic manner, that share what it feels like to have a certain park experience, whether it’s encountering wildlife, enjoying a beautiful sunrise in solitude, exploring a new backcountry trail, or anything else.